New year eve~~

31/12/2008星期三那天
大概11点才起床
今天约好了跟朋友出街
汉升，硕彦，我和志扬
原本约了文俊的
但他临时放飞机


我大概2.30就出门了
汉升和硕彦大概2点就到了
所以他们就先买好戏票等我们咯
我们打算看当天才上映的“Bedtime Story”
6点的戏
我和志杨呢
3.30才到哪里


那天sungai wang外面有concert咯
所以很早就有很多人了
志杨要买鞋
所以我们就陪他去选谢咯
哇～我们走了很多间店
都找不到他要的鞋子
我们就决定去唱K咯


我们去了sungai wang的green box
因为志杨有voucher
可以免费唱K半个钟
但要在透明的玻璃镜里面唱叻
一开始很不习惯
但一下后就没事了
不懂为什么
原本是免费唱半个钟的
但我们唱了一个钟多都没人来叫我们
可能是我们4个太帅了吧
所以有优待
哈哈！！
不要羡慕我们哦


很快的
6点了
我们才离开green box
去回timesquare看戏
这部戏真的很不错叻
有空一定要看哦
“bedtime story”讲的是
一个小孩睡前的故事变成真实
好带来的变化～


看完戏后呢
我们就去gasoline吃东西
那里的位子很小叻
我和汉升的脚酱长
真的很幸苦咯
还好硕彦和志杨脚比较短
所以他们会比较舒服
哈～开玩笑的
不要介意啦


吃完后我们就不懂要做什么了
离countdown的12点还有很远叻
我们就打算去外面看演唱会咯
哪里知道
人群多到～
真的是挤sardine咯


在里面很不舒服
所以我们就去pavillion走走咯
一到那里
就看到很大课的圣诞树了
白色的圣诞树
布满了五颜六色的饰品咯
超美的！！
然后那里很多"高脚7"叻
不懂是什么来的
几个人穿着特别长的铁脚
在圣诞树下跳舞咯
很特别叻～


还有一些马来仔
在那边跳shuffle
Zzz...


那是都大概10点多了
我们从三点多就走到十一点多
大家都累了
就进去pavillion找厕所
志杨讲他有朋友在5楼工作
我们就傻傻地跑到5楼去上厕所
然后发觉那楼的点全部关门了
=.=... 无言


上完厕所后
我们就下回去咯
然后就看到
星光大道的主持人叻！
还有一个很漂亮的女生跟着他
哇！我们就跟着他们走咯
走下走下他们跑进了一个面包店
然后就上楼了
不懂哪里是哪里来的
所以就没跟上去了咯


然后我们就从pavillian出去了
出去后大概都11点了
那是真的很累
怕如果countdown后没办法回家
我们就打算早走咯


那是bintang walk的路
全部都布满了人
很多人在玩spray咯
然后我们无端端就被一群人
用spray喷咯
我们当然是跑得啦
跑下跑下
然后就不懂跑到哪里去了

然后终于走到LRT站了
就搭LRT回家咯
大概1点多到家吧

收到很多风信息
很开心哦
然后跟敏璇sms了整个晚上
喔～哈哈
很开心的一个新年哦

大概4点左右就睡觉咯～
晚安^.^

明星主持人训练营。。。

现在心情很不好=.=
刚刚打了一个很长的post
不小心关掉了
没有save到
现在要从打了

结果又再次error
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......

这次的假期里
基本上我很像没有休息到咯
不是要考车就是装修屋子要清洁
然后我在18/12-20/12有参加了一个主持人训练营
我就讲下这个训练营吧

第一天
很早就起身了
大概6.30就爬起身准备东西
应为文俊所要早点去所以要早起咯
7.20就到他家了
但等下等下8点多才出发
然后9点要到新纪元咯


我们先去tasik selatan接菁微
然后才搭taxi去
哪里知道全部taxi都不要载我们咯
最后要给rm25才肯在我们去=.=
如果用meter最多也只是要rm15咯


到了那里
就看到很多人了
报到后我才发现我跟fatty慧雯同一组叻
我们的组名是根据有名的主持人选出来的
我跟慧雯就在“胡瓜”组
"胡瓜"很有名吗？？
我不认识他叻=.=


今天第一天就上了4个小时的课
完了玩游戏就结束了
最惨的时候是吃饭的时候
应为这次的训练营共有 93人参加
然后只有23位男生70为女生
我组呢就有2位难的6为女生
女生们都吃很少饭
但应为饭早已准备好
所以他们的饭都飞到我的碟了
我的碟就变成了一座小山丘
吃都吃到我半死


因为明天要拍摄的关系
所以我们都必须在今天把告给背完
都知道我被东西很差的啦
结果我大概2点才背完


当天晚上睡又睡不好
我们睡在铺了草席的地板上
然后晚上有很冷
我穿了两件一都还很冷叻！！


第二天
大概6.30就被吵醒了
今天有很多东西要做咯
一早就到空地集合
做早操。。。
早操是我们学了一下简单的舞蹈
有一位大家长跳舞跳到很好看咯
晚上我和文俊去想去跟她拿电话
结果她叫我们猜她住哪里
原来她只住我家附近叻


同时间brothers们都发现了一个很白又很可爱的女生
应为不懂她的名字
所以都叫她“小白”
原来她早已有了男朋友
所以最后还是没去认识他咯
p/s：“她男朋友长得很像周杰伦叻”


大概4点多左右就被叫去化妆了
我还是第一次化妆咯
结果化妆后我的嘴巴很不自在
喝水都怪怪的
但最后还是很顺利地完成了拍摄
NG了4次叻！！
下次有机会就让你们看一下吧^^


今天真的很累但晚上我，bui, jenny 和文俊
一起聊天到很夜
我们坐在走廊上
突然有一堆女生上前来要求跟文俊合照
说他向她们学校合唱团的主席
也许是他太帅了吧
吸引太多女生来了
之后呢他们就跟jenny合照
说他像其中一位女生的表二叔
又说我像他们的学长
跟我拍照
这招好像有点。。。


第三天
今天的训练营的最后一天了咯
也是很早起床
同样吃着一座山的食物
听着很闷的课
然后就去讲堂欣赏我们的video了
大部分都很好笑
尤其是NG片段咯

大概5点这个训练营就结束了
我和文俊就坐菁微爸爸车回家咯
当天一回家吃了饭后
就一睡到天亮咯
在训练营里
每天2点睡6.30起床
真的是太累了啦！！

参加这个训练营
我学会了主持人原来不是那么容易当的哦
当主持人是需要很多条件的哦
以后我看节目我就会多留意啊他们的举动了

现在已经4点了
一直从打
很砸到咯！！
我明天还要学驾车的叻
T.T
要睡咯

晚安

假期生活

最近有点忙
也有点懒
所以没有上来更新

最近开始大扫除咯
可能是假期没什么做
所以现在什么都整理一下咯
房间，客厅现在都蛮整齐了咯

haih... 真的很闲叻
都没有人要约我出去
有谁最近又想要出街的吗
可以的话
约下我啦
我在家就来生蜘蛛网咯

18/12到20/12
就要去参加一的主持人训练营了
原本不想去的咯
但给文俊硬拉着要我去
结果答应了他
现在想起来
有趣真的还好叻
不然我就闷死了啦

你们有时间就打下电话给我啦
顺便陪我聊天一下吗
想约我出街也可以哦
哈哈。。。

undang test...

今天很找就起床了
大概7点左右吧
8点那个教车的人就到我家门口了
原来考undang的地点是在我家附近罢了
当天我拿到第3好后
就进入考场坐下了
很快的我填好身份真号码
就开始考试了咯

我只用了大概15分钟左右就搞定了
我看看周围原来很多人还在努力着呢
不懂为什么我会做酱快咯
我一按提交
成绩就出现了咯
47/50叻
应该还不错吧
哈哈。。。
终于考完我的undang了
以后都不用看那些五颜六色的符号了
^^

回家后就跟爸妈去舅舅的家
然后去他的西瓜园
知道去做什么吗？？
去採西瓜咯=.=
很累的了
但可以当作运动咯

然后跟雁霜打了一场dota
这场dota有惨咯
原本5打5
最后变成3v4
我们只有3个人叻
虽然我队友godlike了
但最后的结果还是输掉了
我又变成了assist king叻
然后就觉得真的很累了
要去休息咯
拜拜。。。

假期。。。

不好意识哦
酱迟才有新post
你们有想念我吗？？
明天我就要去听undang了
应该觉得我很迟才去听吧
没办法咯
前期一直考试然后又去云顶
到现在才的空

降下我们上云顶的路程吧
上个星期六大概下午两点
我们就在titiwangsa的车站集合
我们打算在那里买车票搭巴士上云顶
没玩票后车也来了
泉发才打电话来
原来他还在家
结果呢泉发迟到了。。。
还好巴士司机好人
肯等他罢了
不然他就要自己想办法咯
在上面没什么好玩的东西
到了theme park
大部分的东西都玩过了

但这次是我第一次玩跳楼机叻 很high一下咯
一开始我，laubeh , 光修，文俊打算去了dinasour park后去玩的
然后去玩跳楼机
哪知道
文俊不敢上咯
他一直解释说他玩过了
叫他一起去他又不要
应该是怕了吧
哈哈。。。


其实一开始我们都有点怕
毕竟是第一次吗。。。
但也没想象中那么刺激啦
只是当机器上去是有点吓到
但过后就没什么了
简直就sap sap shui 啦
哈哈


在云顶我们还一起看球叻
全部都看到很high哈哈。。。
但有点伤心
应为C.Ronaldo背叛红卡出场了
haih...希望曼联没了它还能赢球吧
等多5年我就会代替 C.Ronaldo了啦
哈哈。。。
看玩笑的
我的球技这么差
去捡球还差不多啦
=.=


在云顶我们兄弟谈了很多
原来大家都有大家的问题
之前不懂的东西
现在很多都知道为什么了
可仪，我想我应该知道你的烦恼了啦
那天你不跟我说
但我在云顶是知道了很多
希望你能开心点
不要想那么多了啦

雁霜生病了是吧
想我想到病了吗？
哈哈。。。
那你上云顶要小心哦
还有不要只整天怕鬼啦
我上去后都没遇到什么事
所以呢不要担心太多哦
我想鬼也应该不会对你有兴趣的啦
哈哈。。。

璇，那你呢？
假期过得还好吗？
那天跟美诗他们去time square
应该玩的很开心吧
你这几天好像有点不开心哦
还好吗？？
希望你能快乐噢
^.^

晚安咯。。。

Spm期间的假期

上个星期5考完modern math之后
就放假4天了
现在已经过了三天哦
开始想有点念你们了咯
过多几天就会有很都朋友要离开学校了
真的很不舍得。。。
我来说一下我这两天做过的东西吧

星期六
12点多才醒来
吃了“早餐”后就看戏看到两点多
然后原本想读书的
但不懂为什么会走到电脑面前了
不知不觉中电脑开了。。。（有扎到吗？）
很自然的开了Garena
想看看有谁在打机咯
哪里知道
一开就看到很多人都有on Garena
原来全部人都在打着机
然后你猜我会做什么呢？？
当然是跟谁大众。。。打机啦！！
这样就玩到晚上了
基本上今天就这样过去了。。。

星期日
今天更死
一点才起床
结果又是打机的一天
haih... 无法控制自己
一开电脑就打机
加上我全家人都出去了
我还不玩到够么。。。
好好又有做一点习题
这天也是奉献给打机机了
听朋友说
我很久没更新部落格了就来吹下水咯
哈哈。。。

就这样啦。。。
还要记得多喝水咯
这几天天气都不是很好叻
要好好照顾身体哦

不懂你们这几天又是怎样过的叻？？
有没有向我酱堕落叻？
最好不要啦
留言说下你们的Spm中的假期吧吧^^

晚安咯。。。

名字分析。。。

kco.pixnet.net/blog/post/19084752
你也去试一下吧。。。

从我名字分析出来的结果
你觉得呢？？

高能祥 的內在想法
沒什麼耐性，容易中途放棄想得比較久遠，危機意識比較高

高能祥 的外在行為
重義氣，對自己的朋友說到做到看起來很穩重，但做事常常欠缺考慮太衝動





高能祥 的內在想法
想得比較久遠，危機意識比較高有時很有主見，但有時又缺乏主見

高能祥 的外在行為
看起來很穩重，但做事常常欠缺考慮太衝動自尊心超強，無法忍受人家的冷嘲熱諷

10 days till SPM...

考试要到了咯
但准备功夫好像还有很多还没做完
接下来的几天再不努力就惨咯
我希望自己不要太堕落就好
哈哈。。。

现在只希望快点考完SPM
然后就可以玩了
爸妈这几天都一直在吹我
吹我努力
T.T
搞到我有少少的不开心了
但没办法咯
正所谓“王帝不急太监急嘛”
我还是去读书了
不然又要给人讲咯

晚安咯^^

16 days to SPM...

好无聊的一天哦
还好今天总算有读到一点书了
读了四章的化学
然后打了三个锺的机

说好一个月不打机
但我还是没做到
只忍耐了一天就毒性大发了
吵着妹妹把pendrive还给我
我的dota是存放在pendrive的
所以我叫妹妹把它收好
但还是没用
我还是打机了
算了吧。。。
明天开始戒机咯
哈哈。。。

距离考试只剩下十六天了
有点怕。。。
但我会努力的
父母对我的期望太高了
我不能让他们失望
所以我一定要尽全力考取追好的成绩

但同时见我很怕
怕会让他们失望
怕自己一个人时乱想东西
haih... 这么多东西怕
酱我不是要怕到明年？？
哇。。。
酱不要让自己怕它比较好
只要有努力就行了啦
害怕是多余的
^^

所以你也不要对考试有压力哦
问问自己，是否尽了最大的努力
只要有尽力了那就行了

要学会相信自己，
只要相信就一定能做到。。。

相处的时间不多咯
才放假几天
真的有点想你了
哈哈。。。
希望你会过得比我好吧
要好好照顾自己咯
记得多喝水啦
茶也不错啦
你一整天生ulcer
我想你应该够资格去当ulcer的专科医生了啦。。。

不要太担心以后
要多注意现在
想想以前的自己
没有以前就不会有现在
没有现在就不会有以后
所以呢现在就好努力咯
不要让自己又后悔的机会
想做什么就放胆去做吧！！！
让我们一起努力考好SPM咯

晚安。。。

考试来咯。。。

还有大概两个礼拜就到大考咯
今天是我最后一天打机咯
要跟DotA说拜拜咯
然后就开始努力了

刚刚看过你的部落格
有点吓到
你说的人是谁呢？
我真的很想知道
会是振宇吗？？
跟你聊天我却不敢问
我很怕知道他是谁
怕知道后会伤心

但却又很想知道他是谁
也许我真的是不够好吧
所以到现在你都对我没感觉
但我真的很想让你知道
我是真的很喜欢你
其实我也不知道为什么我会喜欢上你
哈哈。。。
咳。。。我真的很矛盾
他应该很不错吧。。。
不然我看你不会一直为他掉泪

但我希望你跟他能多点话题吧
希望你不要再哭泣了
对自己好点吧
考试来了
多花时间温习功课咯
不要再伤心了
我也不懂要怎样安慰你才好
应为我现在也不是很开心
但我还是很希望你会开心
希望你SPM会考到好成绩吧

晚安。。。

打机。。。

现在的我。
平均每天有6个小时都在打机
不懂为什么
虽然不是很想打机
但却会情不致竟的开电脑打机
我真的是中毒了
我想暂时都不会又要可以医我的病吧
哈哈。。。

今早醒来就想起前天的留言
说要“等一下才写“
结果我迟了两天
昨天10点多就睡了咯
哈哈。。。

我的假期生活真的很无聊
每天呆在家里
打机。。。打机。。。打击。。。
除了打机真的没东西做了啦
但是还是很希望有一天能够戒机哦

不知道你怎样了呢？？

人死不能复生

所以希望你不要太难过咯
可能她现在在另一个世界活得很开心呢
我相信他一定会希望你们失去了他以后
还是会活得很开心的
所以呢要好好照顾身体哦^^

SPM也只剩下少过一个月的时间了
真的要多读书咯
不然我就会死翘翘了
haih... 早点睡咯
晚安。。。

结束了。。。

今天终于结束了担心已久的SPM预试和年终大考
这次的考试表现很想很不理想
今天考华文和电脑概论
两科都死到很惨
希望华文能及格
希望电脑概论不及格后不要太过低分

现在真的开始害怕了
害怕SPM考试会很差
但重点是我还在不停的打机
真的不懂要怎样才能戒掉。。。

接下来即将面对的是真正的考验了
SPM距离现在只是那短短的一个月了
只希望我能开始努力
不要一直堕落下去了啦
会死人的叻。。。

到时间打机了
等下再写

modern math...

今天的数学考试
应该还算蛮顺利的吧
选择题只粗心一题
问答题应该也还不错啦
hiah... 不懂要讲什么了
算了咯。。。
明天还有考EST，
还是早一点睡咯
晚安。。。

Addmath retest tomolo...

明天又要重考负数了啦
很闲叻....
12题数学在两个钟半里面做完
真得有够累的
希望明天不会粗心啦....

你的附数怎样哦
还会没有
希望你是真的会咯^^

不懂要写什么了tim....
今天就这样先啦
明天再来报道我的附数考到怎样咯

希望你会早点睡啦
太迟睡不好叻
有专家讲
迟睡会早点死叻
所以为了长生不老
就不要太迟睡哦

晚安^^

时间还在走着。。。

差不多要考完预试了
但是心情还是很紧张
担心预试会考的不好
担心会令父母失望
真的是太多东西担心了啦

这几天都没有动过书
昨天从云顶回来后
还打机打到4点多叻
哇。。。
我真的不可以这样堕落了

为了我美好的SPM成绩
我要在今天开始
从新努力
从新振作
请大家祝福我不要再打机了啦
还有如果看到我打机
你没就打我啦
哈哈。。。
但不要打到太大力咯

你这几天怎样了？？
身体听话吗？？
很久没看到你上网了也
也许是我上网时你没上吧
希望你过得还好咯 ^.^
有没有想念我？？
应该没有吧。。。
哈哈。。。开玩笑的

很想踢球啊
但有没有人陪叻
很闷叻。。。
有没有心情读书
我这样迟早会死在SPM手下的
T.T

时间还在走着，
要努力就趁现在，
不然后悔就太迟了咯！！！

失望。。

今天，
到学校好像都没读到什么东西，
整天都在班上吹水。。。

吹下吹下就到两点半了，
生物老师进来了
他要讨论生物的试卷一
应为我一直以来都很注重生物
所以还蛮期待的
很想知道自己考到怎样

当我拿到自己的考卷时，
我真的很失望竟然错了17题！！！

walau... 我从来没有想到的成绩

竟然出现了

hiaz...我还能真么办呢
也只好坐在那里想
想我为什那么会考到这么差
我在考试前3个礼拜
就开始读生物了叻
读完 form 4 就读化学和其他科目了

我真的很差

明知自己记忆很差，

还不多读一点

还在那边打机。。。

现在后悔已经没有用了啦

结果我考试那天什么都忘了
真的很失望

今天我很不开心
失望的东西
一次一次的出现在我眼前
很伤心

没办法啦
反正都应该要习惯失望了
这也不过是迟早的事来的
也许是我在防碍着吧了

脚又受伤了，
现在还很痛叻
昨天跟朋友去踢室内足球始，
不小心给人撞伤的
很希望会有人来关心我
但我想应该不会有这样的人得啦

看来我也只好多睡觉算了
什么都不想是最好的
不用酱烦

拜拜。。。

累了，真的很累了。。。

今天考试好像很没有状态叻
一整天都没有什么心情。。。
真的很累了。。。

我今天的化学完蛋了。。。
试卷二很多都不会做叻，
看到考卷真的有点吓到。。。
全部都好像没有读到的咯！

也许是太早读了吧
我的记性一向都不太好
这种要被的东西应该留在最后读嘛。。。
现在心情真的很差。。。
算了吧。。。
已经太迟了啦！！

还有，
今天考试卷三的时候，
有一个老师进来问我们有什么问题
“你们的化学有问题吗？”
我竟然回答：
“化学？”
全班人都笑了。。。
OMG... 我真的乱到
竟然不懂我自己在靠着什么！！！

还不止这样，
考同样一张试卷的时候
我在那边找 liquid 的笔盖
找了很久，
原来插在 liquid 的后面
有扎到咯！

我真的不懂我自己在想什么
一整天都很番薯。。。
也许燕霜讲的对，
我真的是一个番薯。。。
咳。。。
现在只希望能考好预试，
其他一切都得放些了
真的有点累了。。。

不知道你考试考得真样呢？
最近怎样？
还好吗？
应该还不错吧？

算了啦
我真的很累，
不想写了。。。

晚安.............

要努力咯。。。

距离SPM预试的的日子只剩下短短的 6 天了
可是我好像都还没准备好去面对预试咯。。。
真的开始有点压力了。。。

今天跟父母有点争吵，
他们说我整天打机，
看起来好像很轻松
都不用读书
其实我在周末才玩几场而已咯。。。
平时都很少动点脑了。。。
现在我每天都最少有读一章课文
和做一些SPM习题了
（哈哈，至少还有读啦。。。）

今天的喜酒还好吗？？
原本你说很闷我还以为可以陪你谈两句
但看你突然不回信息应该是有下东西做吧。。。
哈哈。。。希望你玩的开心哦。。

还有你不要太晚才读书咯，
这样不知对身体不好，ulcer 还会生多几个的啊！！
最好就找一点读书然后晚上多休息咯
这样你才会身体健康，
不会时常弄伤自己嘛
也会更有精神噢^^

好啦我不多说咯。。。
就到此结束咯 Y^.^Y

有够无聊的一天。。。

今天跟平常一样，首先是到学校念书。。。
放学回到家后就约了锦宏和振零他们打机。。。
打下打下，就 7 点多了咯。。。

之后就接到附近朋友的来电说他家附近有中秋晚会 8 点开始
所以我就很快地冲好涼就出去了。。。
很不幸的，一到那里就开始下雨了
这场雨好像冲中午开始就一直下到晚上，一直都没停过。。。
真的很无聊，看到这场雨。。。心里突然间不太好受
不懂事为什么。。。

大概 8 点半朋友都来齐了就开始吃东西
吃饱后就觉得有少少无聊。。。
就决定到其他的地方吃第二轮。。。
俊文已经考到车牌了，便载我们全部人到 MEGA 的 Mc Donald 去。。。
去照镜子。。。
lolz... 照完过后就决定到 leisure mall 去吃东西
哇！！真的是有够无聊的。。。
无端端都个大圈去照镜子！！

之后我们到 leisure mall 的嘆茶屋吃东西
wow!! 那边气氛真的有够好。。。
刚好今天有人生日，我们整间餐厅的人就一起唱生日歌咯。。。
过后我们点了水就开始在那里聊天。。。
一下子就倒是十二点了。。。
是时候回家咯。。。

到家已大概十二点半了咯。。。
真的很久没有跟他们出街了。。。
说一还蛮开心的。。。哈哈
考试要到咯。。。
应该要开始努力了咯。。。
朋友们，
大家一起加油吧。。。
为了自己，为了前途。。。
要发奋了咯。。。

你不要酱没有信心啦。。。
明知道自己很容易紧张就不要给自己酱大压力咯。。。
早睡早起，分配好时间多读些书，就一定可以的 ^.^
只要你相信，你一定能成功的哦。。。
应为我对你有信心，你一定能考到好成绩的！！

一起加油吧。。。^.^

good nitezzzz!!

my test...

活躍型（活潑好玩，興趣廣泛)
您是充滿歡樂、精力充沛、迷人、合群而富有想像力的人。雖然您是一個工作狂，可惜擁有太多不同興趣，而且無法承受痛苦，所以難以完成任務。對您來說人生仿如一個遊樂場，而妳正正位於遊樂場的中央品味所有的歡悅。您樂於分享喜悅，習慣花精力使人快樂，但卻顯得自我中心。而當痛苦的經驗接近時，您卻只懂得逃避。無論是工作或玩樂，您都喜歡擁有許多開放的選擇，因而會經常會身負眾多工作。

優點：您具有全面性的思考模式，喜歡結合毫不相干的觀念和人，創造出新的綜合方式。
缺點：開創事情會令您覺得非常有興趣，但很可惜，由於您的想像力太強，剛開始不久便感覺已經完成。您專注於過程而非結果，當某個任務看起來似乎會失敗時，便很容易把目標延後，或乾脆開始另外一個任務。

愛情：您習慣把注意力放在自己的需要和快樂之上，導致和深層的情緒毫無接觸。不愛束縛的您，總是選擇「我的最佳時機」用自己的方式來行事，並且會把自己的行為合理化，或重組承諾的用詞來避免痛苦、羞辱或沉悶，郤不明白身邊的人可能會因此而感到失望或背叛。

在一對一的關係中，您的注意力分分秒秒都專注在新人物或觀念

安定方位：思考型在安定的狀態下，您會或多或少會從關係中脫離，滿足於扮演一個比平日更退居幕後的角式

壓力方位：改革型當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得易怒、挑剔、容易對干擾的事情發怒或加以責備，因此您最愛的人亦是您傷害得最多的人。

建意：練習一次只做一件事學習去包容批評和衝突克制您「解決」問題的衝動

最渴望：開開心心，無拘無束最恐懼：悶，被束縛，被制肘

最難達到的美德：節制 (Sobriety)

最難克服的執念：多計 (Planning)

aiya...

just found out something...
actually that post is for me de leh
haha...
quite happy that she care...
yeah^^

nitezzz...

lazy...

this few days really quite lazy to write my blog already...
maybe it's because exam is coming and i have to work hard to get a good result
just hope that everyone around me will start to be serious about the exam
hope u all wont be affected by the problem you are having

haizzz...
there was once that i hope to be like jenny
having so much good friends...
so good at speaking to others...
and it also.....
because she cares about what is happening to you
and at least she will talk to you when she's having problem
she is trying hard to save their relationship
you are lucky you know...

but for me... it's only me...
never ever noticed by her...
(sry... the above two line is a wrong statement)
someone who is keep disturbing her in her life...
making her feeling depressed and cry...
i hate myself for being such an idiot in handling things

so i hope that both of you can solve your problem bah

exam is coming....
so work hard for it...
so dun think too much...
and get started now or never...

good nitezz...

what's happening??

saw his blog...
saw her blog too...
duno what's happening around them
they together edi??
or their still just waiting for the time to come??

since when i say that i decide to give up...
but why do i still feel the pain when i feel that there's something between both of them...
why???
duno why...

i ask her before if there's something between he and she...
she answer me that she duno...
she just say...
"i'll tell you when i noe"

haiz...
holiday starts edi
and i'm not excited at all
maybe i should just study study study
maybe then i'll find some peace...

just forget it after seeing it....

fatty birthday...

today is fatty birthday leh...
so in yesterday night about 12.30am i sms her to wish her happy birthday loh
i still quite on time lah... haha
actually that time i just finish playing football manager loh :P
then this morning she reply me loh say she dun wan her face to grow bigger than bigger
but she wan to become prettier and prettier woh... haha
(impossibe de lah... just joking loh^^)

then jenny really so nice to her leh
plan everyting so precise just to celebrate her birthday
i must learn from him already... haha
i think fatty should be very happy today gua
coz she get so many present leh
but i din buy her present lolzzz...
later buy back for u lah... hehe
so dun be angry ya^^

haiz... must work hard for spm edi
but i just talk and din do loh
today reach home about 8pm then bath and eat
and then i start my dota study edi... ZzzZzz
really cant control leh... and play till now loh
oni got time to write blog... haiz

ok lah wana slp edi loh
good nite bah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATTY^^

starting to prepare for spm^^

today wake up quiet late leh
woke up at about 12.30pm loh...
actually everday weekend i also wake up at about this time
haha...

after finish my breakfast just thinking of watching the movie borrow from ko yee
"chun tin fa fa tong hok wui" read in cantonese
thought it would be quite nice
but then.... it was damn boring...
just about 40 minute then i close it already

after that i remember that i have planned to study today
so i just went to my book desk
and think which subject to study
then i decided to make a time table
to plan my study until the trail exam
it was 7 weeks be4 the trail exam
so i think i would just study 2 chapter a day
then i would probably finish all subject in 5 weeks time
there is still 2 more week for me to learn more^^

today i play two round of dota loh
first round lose like hell
i was troll warlock while my apponent i all stunner
lina, tiny, zeus, crystal maiden and one more forget who edi
wah....
at lv 1 i go to btm lane and there was 3 hero there
3 stunner or slower...
ZzzZzz... just in the game about 3 minute i was first blooded....
when i respawn i went out then die again a few minute later
walau... really cant tahan d so i change lane wif my teammate
i was oni lv3 at that time
and i face a lv6 davion knight...
lolz... luckily can farm a bit
but then then keep stick and gb
lose like hell loh... being pawn about 13 times...

tomolo is fatty hui wen birthday leh
duno wana buy what present for her
so i din buy any... haha
actually today not free to go out lah
so hope u wont be dissapointed loh

remember to take care of yourself loh
i saw an article about back pain today
it have some ways to reduce back pain leh
maybe u can see if it helps

1.Diversion technique. such as visualisation and guided imaginery training, shift your attentioon away from the pain. even music and aromatherapy have been shown to reduce pain sensivity through distraction.

2.biofeedback,relaxation, controlled breathing, meditation, and self-hypnosis teach you to respond to pain with mental relaxation. they help you to learn to ease your muscle rather than tense them, which increase pain.

3.cabntinive restructuring helps curb negative thinking and catastrophising. think positively^^
"yes, i had pain flare but they wont last long" rather than "this will never get better; nothing works".

4. alternating moderate periods of activity with rest and stopping before pain become severe. so have some rest in between your work o^^


i think i will just stop here
good nite my fren....

Heavy rain...

it haven been raining for the past few week...
and it rains today...
at about 2 smtg it started to rain
and it rain very heavily
then duno why suddenly feel so down....
maybe it's becoz of the chemistry gua...
that day i din study loh
and just go to bed early...
haiz... now regret also no use d

when the skul bell rings...
i just walk to my bus located quite far from skul
haiz.... all wet loh...
and the air-cond... so cold leh
really cannot tahan d...
so i prefer to stand than sit loh

finally u invited me to your blog
hehe... quite happy leh^^
duno how are u doing with him leh...
actually you shouldn't be worrying about ppl caring about you loh
perhaps u can enjoy it...
coz it means you are quite an attractive girl loh
(although u look like vietnamist lah)
haha!!!

just enjoy the good from it bah
dun be stress about it
and whenever u feel stress
and you nid someone to talk to
you can talk to me de lah
i'm a good listener o...
i'll always be there for you...
(as a friend lah as i dun wana pressure you anymore... hehe)
dun feel that you will disturb me or what
just it my "rong xing" if you share your problem wif me
haha...
i've been repeating this for many times leh
like very "chang qi" edi... haha

maybe next year i wont be here to be with you all edi leh
so maybe i cant go out with you and mei si them edi loh
but so we can still chat in msn de
coz maybe i will have to go to russia edi
to study medic there
but it's oni maybe lah
so enjoy it while u still can see me
haha...

but i still cant imagine a world without all of you
if can i really hope to stay in CHONG HWA
but it does seem possible for me as my chinese is not so good
if i stay i would have fail my uec chinese loh

haiz...
but then no matter where am i
i wont forget u all de
and i will never forget the girl who once make me crazy for her
(or perhaps is me making you crazy gua coz i keep "fan" you... haha)
just live happily
and then i will be happy...

nitezzz...

Are u ok?? Don't get injured again loh

haiz... today many people seems to be unhappy in skul leh
when talking to yan shuang...
she seems like dont wana bother me loh
maybe it's becoz i keep make her angry gua...
sry leh...T.T....
fatty hui wen also the same.... haiz....
when talking with me y u always seems like talking to a ghost geh...
make me feel so sad leh...
cincai lah then maybe you finds me quite gua

sry chuat...
coz keep fooling u in skul
dun angry lah...
next time i dun call u "yak si lah lei" loh
and pls be more mature loh
dun always so dai b edi loh
hehe...

today chemis test...
but last night i spend the whole nite lying on my bed
din read... haiz... just dreaming there...
thinking about what i really want...

now in skul i seldom have chance to talk to her...
actually is duno what to talk to her loh...
just heard from mei sien that she injured herself again loh...
and this time she skip tuition to see the doctor leh
i think it's quite pain bah...
how was it now?? be patient loh...
just rest more and it will heal faster^^

haiz... duno what to say to u edi
everytime also injured here injured there...
just a week be4 u said that u injured your hand
and then for the last few days your hand blue black again
and now injured your back... lolzzz...

if u noe that u would get injured easily then be careful mah
u are sure a careless girl... didn't know how to take care of yourself
haiz... prevention is better than cure ar...
hear my advise... hired a bodyguard bah
or just wear protective layer so u wont injured easily!!!

now... i feel that the distance between you and me are further than ever...
everytime i have to ask or hear from someone just to know what's happening with you
but then... i really hope that you will tell me what's happening with you
or at least tell me how are u doing now...
since u dont wan tell me what happening with you
perhaps u can just invite me to your blog loh...
becoz... duno y... maybe it's just that i hope to noe more about u bah...
"-dun slp too late o
-drink more milk bah it make our bone stronger so you wont injured easily
-take good care of your health
-dont forget to drink more watero ^^"

nitezzzz........

tired

today cut my hair...
very short leh... my sister say look stupid loh
haiz... just like what she say...
later the hair will grow bah.. haha

really very tired loh..
wana slp d lah

this few days quite down...
haiz... just got to keep it myself^.^

my wallet... FOUND!!

very luckily i found my wallet... haha
special thanks for the person who keep it for me when i drop it^^
i lie to mushroom that the girl is a leng lui and she's only 16 loh
and i told her that i ask her out this saturday to watch movie
haha... and she believe it leh...
really so XO lol...

hui ling birthday last sunday...
and i only get to wish her happy birthday on monday loh
coz her handphone has been stolen by some stupid malays...
she was quite sad aobut her birthday leh
duno why... maybe it's becoz many people forget about her birthday loh
dun feel sorry that when i wish u happy birthday u din bother me loh
i really nothing lah... haha
just be happy and sorry loh...

haiz...
it has been days since i last chat to her...
kinda miss her right now... lolz...
duno what is she doing leh...
she get 18.5 in the moral test today
and i get 19 haha...
i'm still better than her o^^

hmm... i have been thinking recently
about what i can do with her
or what i can do to make her happy
but actually... she will be happy without me keep bothering her
she seems happy this few days...
maybe it's becoz i din go around her and disturb her gua...
haha... she happy then good loh
by the way, there's nothing i can do anymore
it seem to be not my part to make her happy
it's someone else's now...

still cant forget about her loh...
maybe time will do the job for me...
hehe...
-must remember to take good care of yourself o
-dun always sleep too late bah...
if not you be sick de loh
-must take care of your health o... dun always din eat at skul lah
that day mei sien give u de pau... it's actually mine loh... haha
coz she say that you are hungry... but u din take it... hehe
-hope u can pass your sport test bah^^
-but if u feel unhappy... i still hope that you will talk to me about it
although you haven talk to me about it before lah

hey guy... dun keep ask her about the guy lah...
she will feel uneasy de leh.... just let it be
she will tell whenever she wants to
so dun keep fooling around with it...

ok lah... i will just stop here then...
good nite everyone^^
remember one thing...
in your world, there's me to cheer u all up
haha...

getting over a new liife^^

haiz... yesterday lost my wallet in titiwangsa station leh...
so zdao loh... i went back to find it but still cant find it leh
lost my IC and smtg very important inside leh...
lolzzzz... failed to protect it... and now all gone edi...
it have been in my wallet for over a year loh...
the oni thing i hav about her loh... now gone d
sienzzz...

went home at about 7 smtg then bath eat then straight slp edi...
still mourning about it... the thing i've lost loh...

just as stupid as usual...

yesterday night after finish reading chemistry i on9 for a while
just to see if there is anything i can do
but then once i on9 she ask me whether i finish my newspapaer cutting anot
actually i din think of doing it be4... haha
but then she ask me to help her print the common illness in malaysia
i remember that miss tania said that she want it from the newspaper and not print
so i just say that i have extra from my work...
then i ask her whether she want anot
(ps: actually i have find also)
she answer that she wants it for her and arieal so i just promise to bring it to her the next day
soon after that i take out the whole bunch of newspaper in this week and start to find "the common illness in malaysia" for her
wah... it's not as easy as i thought i would be
after finding all the newspaper in this week i could only found around 8 "illness"
and it's already 11 something...
but i still short of 12!!!
so i just go out to the store room and take all the newspaper in and continue my work, searching for the "common illness"
at around 12.30 i finally found about 17 "illness"
and i remember that i have brought some newspaper about "illness" to skul
so i decide to slp and continue my work tomolo...
and that' how my thursday night ends...

today i reach skul quite early
when i reach skul she was sleeping there at mei sien place and the door was opened wide
so i just walk there and close the door so she wont get a cold ^.^
when she wake up i just gave the newspaper cutting to her and went to the toilet...
when coming back to the class she purposely block my way loh
then i just spray water to her as my hand was still wet.... lolz....
(sry loh... just joking wif u... but i noe that it was stupid...)

for the following lesson saw her studying chemis and look blur blur loh
i just walk there and ask her whether she need my halp anot but she say that she can cope with it and tell me that she isn't that blur loh
maybe she feels that i think she is weak in many subject gua
so she speak so.....

haiz... i'm trying not to disturb her anymore...
coz i noe that the one she cares is not me
and the present of me will only bring pressure to them
i hope that she will just be happy with him
and i noe she will....
if not i wouldn't have let you be with her...

please treat her well...
treat her with care as you noe that she is so careless
she always hurt herself during outdoor activities so take care of her well loh
she sometimes forget to drink water in skul de loh
so please remind her to drink more water bah
she is weaker than other people de so protect her with all your strength loh
i duno y am i lecturing over here...
just....
take care of her well
make her happy and i will be happy
i noe that i'm silly talking about these kind things over here
but at the end i hope that both of you can live together happily

she really cares about you so dun do something silly
she is not a toy so please dun say give up then give up
please take good care of her...
i just not the person she want but you are
so dun hurt her or else you will noe what i will do then
gambateh bah for her and for yourself

good nite then... gud nite...

I'm wrong

i'm wrong...
who she nid aint me but you i think
we both noe that it's impossible for me and her
but i'm just the one who keep lying to myself that i can

sry... for all the problem i've brought to your life
sry... for making u feeling sad or depressed since last year
sry... for making u lose a fren that could maybe be your boyfren
sry... for keep disturbing u
sry... for making u cries
sry... for making u to become someone who is not the usual "child of hapiness"
sry... i'm really sorry

i'm the one that should have give up
sry... that i fall too deep for u
sry...

加油吧！

“喜欢一个人不一定要拥有她，看到她幸福快乐我已经心满意足了”
不知道到这句话是谁对我说的。。。
说是容易，但又有谁是真正能做到的呢？？？
我做不到。。。。
我唯一知道的是喜欢一个人如果不努力去争取，
那我一定会后悔。。。
所以我不会放弃它的。。。
我会一直努力打动她的心。。。

但我希望你也不要放弃，
因为我没有资格叫你放弃你喜欢的人。。。
我们一起努力吧，
虽然你将会是我的轻敌，
但我还是希望这不会破坏我们的友情

不要轻易放弃自己喜欢的人，

不然我会看不起你哦！！

一起加油吧。。。

should i or shouldn't i...

spend the whole day in skul in a sad mood...
din even talk to her the whole day...
today malay period i saw her facing problem wif copyign what teacher write
so i decide to finish my web A faster and borrow her
duno y i dun dare to talk to her...
so i told mei sien to take it to her
but she din see it... not even look at it...
after that comes the add math period
the teacher ask us to finish 10 question of past year
so i think that maybe i could finish it faster and borrow her
coz i noe that she is sure to have problem wif it
but it's the same... she pass it bac to me...
feel kinda sad that time... but what to do...
just lying there to slp coz i dun wana see smtg i dun wana see

saw someone blog... and feel sad after that...
duno what to comment... he is aftering her also
maybe i should do better myself and win her over
but is it possible?? the answer is NO...
he's getting better and better wif her
while me... there's a barrier between she and me
now she dun tell me things about her anymore
not telling me how she feel anymore...
and i'm having difficulties just to chat wif her...
duno what to do... feeling to cry now...

just hope that she will be happy
she is sure a careless girl...
everyday here hurt there hurt...
take care lah and everyday on9 till so late
then at skul also no energy to study edi loh
but maybe that the girl i like...
hope u will feel happy lah... gambateh o
i think of it already... i WONT give up de
i'll fight till the end...
wish me luck...

HOPING FOR LOVE

haiz... this few days was a hard days for me....
i have add math exam today at the fifth period...
once i reach skul i just ask ppl for add math book to revise what i have studied
but then i noe that i read the wrong chapter... heng!!!
what to do?? just can study again be4 the exam lolzz..

duno y i just cant stop thinking of her...
really feel like asking her whether she know how to do anot...
but i dun dare to go near her...
maybe i just to coward to do so
haiz... really feeling depress with myself....
now she didn't write on her blog anymore...
she had opened a new one
maybe it's becoz she dun wana let me see how she feels now
or maybe there's smtg i cant see...

i really duno what can i do to make her happy
as now i dun even dare to go near her and chat
mostly becoz there are always many people around her
and i duno what to say to her...
just like today as she sit there alone
i just go and sit beside her thinking maybe there's smtg i can chat wif her...
i was so nervous that i keep spinning mei sien ruler and keep make it falls to the ground...
lolz... really duno what am i doing actually
i really duno what can i say anymore so i just got up and go away
sometimes i feel that i still stand a chance but then the other day she kills it

hiaz... i saw her dairy... oni a little...
it's ah woo who let me see...
and it's about the guy she likes...
but she din mention about his name, just a "he"
she seems to be feeling depress too
just like me feeling depress for her, she feels depress for another people
arrh!!! maybe i should just give up...
as there are many people who are infront of me trying to get her love
i just a noob... looking her from far far away...
she is like the moon to me
it's impossible for me to get the moon
as i'm not qualified and not good enough...
haiz... maybe i should just slp and leave her alone
not to disturb her anymore
maybe that will make her feel better
as i feel that someone known as "brother" is aiming for her too
maybe it's just my thought but... duno lah
just my feeling... am i stupid or perhaps i'm just too sturbon...
everytime i say i wana give up she will do smtg that makes me feel that maybe i should continue...

arrh!!!! i'm really going crazy!!!!!
but one thing i noe
and that is i LOVE her so much
so much that i would do anything.....
ANYTHING!!! just to make her happy
but just hope that i have the chance to do so...
or maybe i should just GIVE UP on her...


I'M A NOOB IN LOVE CIRCLE.... WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO REALLY CARES ABOUT ME... CARES ABOUT WHO I AM AND WHAT I AM.... PLS... DUN LET ME WAIT TOO LONG FOR YOU TO ARRIVE.... AS I"M TIRED, REALLY TIRED OF LIVING LIKE THIS... SOULESS, THOUGHTLESS, LOVELESS

HOPING FOR LOVE....

Sick

I'm sick for the following 3 days...
cough, flu and fever all together...
haiz... the second day after coming back from chuat house
most of the ppl who went there fallen sick
maybe it's because we slp too late on saturday
on saturday night, the first night i spend time in a cc
Infinity or better known as WCG
we play dota there till about 2 am before we went back to chuat house...
really feeling kind of weird
then on sunday after going back to my house i just sleep until night
then the next day i fall sick
haizzz.... quite tired now coz just finish exam today
moral exam... sienzz
i think i will just stop here
nite....^^

HaPpY ^.^

today's kick off just the same as usual
reach skul at about 7am then just chat with my frens
all of us have decided to go to chuat house on saturday
coz all of us wana go wcg to play dota... haha
although i have said that i have already quite dota
but i think sometimes just a dota game will be fine
haha...

duno why... hui wen seems to be a bit weird
be4 i think that she is a gud gal but now i change my mind on her
haha... she likes to "zhat" me all the time
talking to her really makes me feels crazy sometimes....
by the ways she is still so cute with the way she is

another one... a gal with chromosomes number 44+XO
really duno how to desceibe her... maybe somedays when u get to noe her
u will feel as if duno wana cry or laugh when u are talking to her
she like talking nonsence...
she thinks of somethings ppl wont have thought of...
maybe that's what her speciallities... haha
her conversation with wen jun really looks like a comedy
the way they talk, the way they act....
really so "zadao"...

hmm... today chuat, bird and seik you din come to skul
all three of them are going for the car license exam today
so it was quite a dull day as our claz is just not the usual without them
be4 skul's end i heard that chuat have fail his car license test
pity chuat... as he is the oni one to fail his car test that day
seik you and bird pass the test comfortably...

today's last period is the sport period
chuat din bring the soccer today so we can't play soccer
as there are oni volley balls so i decide to use it as soccer
but then i get scolded by the sport teachers
haha but still feels fun when playing soccer
till now i still can't forget how we lost the soccer match
really a big blow for me... losing the match in the final minute
haiz... i guess i just have to live on with it

but today wasn't a sad day for me...
at the sport period i got the chance to play volleyball with her...
haha... really feel so happy at that time
mei shean tell me that she cried loudy when i catch the ball when
her "best" friend kick the ball towards me... haha
duno what to respond at that time but really feels happy that time

today after tuition at 10pm
i quickly on9 to see if she got on9
but she din... lolz... really feel like chatting to her loh...
but she din on9 also gud de
at least maybe she is resting gua...
these few days she seems to be sick...
everyday see her headace, legace, handace and many many more ar
perhaps it's becoz she din get enough of slp loh...
today she say that she have ulcer loh... not just an ordinary ulcer
but a 4x ulcersssssss....
she say that she accidently bite herself
and she says that now it turns out to be like a map...
haiz...
that who she is... always so careless...
could u imagine an ulcer which look like a map... =.=
haha... she's quite funny then...
but when watching her in pain makes me feel sad too...
hope that she will recover soon loh... gud nite shean...
slp tight all my frens... ^.^

We have lost it...

today at skul i was quite nervous about the soccer match
i have to hide it from others coz i cant be panik
finally it was 3.10pm and the skul end
we pass the ball around the class then we went to the canteen for smtg to eat
at that time she sms jenny to wish us luck
i was quite down that time
i'm wondering why she sms jenny instead of me...
maybe it's becoz she really doesn't have any feel towards me
but then we went to the soccer field waiting for our match to come

our match starts at 3.45pm so we make a circle to play passing
soon its our turn to play the game
i keep looking for No.9 but cant find it so i decided to take No.7
the number i love most but i think i just din live up the expectation

when the match started
i was quite uncomfortable with the ball
we tried to take first blood (the first to score)
and a few minute later we got what we wanted
their defence make a mistake and seik you grab that chance to take first blood for us
we were totally crazy at the moment
we thought we could go on and win the match
but then not long after the first goal
they score an equaliser to make it 1-1
that score continue until half time

at the start of second half we make a mistake
letting the opponent to hav too many chances oni for our goalkeeper to deny them the lead
i seldom get the ball and i cant cope with their playing style
it was hard for me to control the ball and i din even get a chance to shoot the ball
i was quite quiet at the ball for the whole match as i was not in form
i was tired but i was determined to win the ball from the opponent
at the last 2 minute i cross a ball from the left side into the penalty box looking for seik you
and seik you jump at full length to head the ball in
Goal!!! 1 minute left and we were 2-1 ahead!!!
but then the nightmare started
as the ball started from kick off
jun qing dribble past seik you and jing hong
when jing hong turn he knock jenny and both of them falls
leaving a one on one situation between wen jun(GK) and jun qing
and jun qing make no mistake to score the goal

the goal lead us to the penalty
i was quite nervous becoz i always lose on penalties
i have penalty pheobia!!!
their striker make no mistake by scoring the first penalty for them
but i still step on to take the first penalty
pang!! my shot hit the upper post and went out
i wan devastated!! at that moment tears coming flowing from my eyes
i was disappointed... i was lost... and i feel guilty
jun qing come on and score the second penalty for them
and now it's seik you turn to take the penalty
he shoot the ball to the left and the keeper save it
Bi!! Bi!! there goes the whistle
and that the end of our soccer competition journey
we lose it again... and it's my fault

i din play well the whole match
i seldom run... i seldom defend...
i just stand at the midfield waiting for the ball to come
i mess up the whole team...
tears come flowing from my eyes...
that's the first time i cry for a soccer competition
i really love soccer so much and i always wanted to win a soccer competition
but in my last yeat in Chong Hwa
i blow the chance away...
i"m the loser in the end
i cry quietly at the toilet as i cant believe that i have lost the match

that day i went home
after bathing i just lied on my bed looking at the celling
fell down and hurt...
at the same time i hope that she will sms me to comfort me
but she didnt... i waited and waited but it's the same
and finally i sms her to tell her that we had lost the match
i think she would have know it
hoping for some encouragement or perhaps just a bit love from her
but the msg she reply makes me more sad
maybe i just don't stand a chance to be with her

that night i was sad... down... and depressed...
feeling lonely and cold...
really cold...

soccer match eve...

there will be a soccer match tomolo at skul
involving my claz (my team) against 5 A Xiao
so i'm little nervous here.... haha
althought it's just a normal soccer competition but i really hope to win it and get into last 8
maybe it's becoz i have lose too many things this year
i lost the claz coir competition, basketball competition, drama competiton....
feel sad about losing so many competition so i wont let this one to be a failure again
i started playing soccer since primary standard 2 and i love soccer so much...
i'm gona do all my best tomolo..... throwing all i have into it

this is my last yeazr in chong hwa independant high skul
so i dun wana end it dully
at the same time... i hope...
she will wish me luck in the match
she says that she cant stay bac to watch me play the soccer match that day
quite disappointed at that time but then she gave me a big encouragement

today i saw her notebook...
there is a calender in it
she wrote down everyone's birthday in it
but not mine.... quite hurt....
but what can i do??
oni to work hard to attract her attention...

perhaps she dont love me as i do
but i will try to win the match in her claz number
No.9
i really hope that she will accept me
so i'm not going to give up on her easily
i'm gona try all the best to win her heart
though there are many ppl also trying to do so
i will not give up on her
WIN HER OVER!!!
That's my promise to myself...

A happy day perhaps...

wednesday was the day my class competing for the drama contest
so today (tuesday) we decided to stay back at school to practise our drama character
hmm... quite less ppl stay back for the practise
oni me, mei sien, man shean, sun hung, pei ni and wan ying attend the practise
most of the "actor" were too busy with their scheduels....
so they cant attend it
but in the end it was quite fun actually
we keep laughing from the start of the practise till the end
someone just can't stop laughing....
(pss... i din say it was shean... haha)

then shean say that she hav to be bac at 5pm
quite sad hearing that news coz she hav to go back edi
so when shean wana go home i just went to her and say
"i wana buy smtg so i accompany u out to skul bah"
she just smile and although i noe it's a stupid excuse
but i just cant think of other words to say
i duno how she feel about the excuse.. haha
we hav some conversation during the walk out to school
and i was quite happy coz i get to accompany her out.... haha...
i really hope that she wont feel bad or depressed with me
coz last time she feel uncomfortable with that... haiz...
i was not gud at speaking to ppl so when facing her
it makes me more difficult for me to say anythings
hmm... duno how she feel now
but in the end this was a happy day for me
maybe it ntg much for u all
but for me... it's a big step forward... haha
so gona slp loh
gud nite all^^

starting a new blog

yoo... i'm starting a new blog here
hmm... for the folling month i'll be competing for the skul futsal competiton
i really hope i can do well in that competition
well i think i will stop here coz mom is scolding haha
wish u all gud luck and gud nite^^