just as stupid as usual...

yesterday night after finish reading chemistry i on9 for a while
just to see if there is anything i can do
but then once i on9 she ask me whether i finish my newspapaer cutting anot
actually i din think of doing it be4... haha
but then she ask me to help her print the common illness in malaysia
i remember that miss tania said that she want it from the newspaper and not print
so i just say that i have extra from my work...
then i ask her whether she want anot
(ps: actually i have find also)
she answer that she wants it for her and arieal so i just promise to bring it to her the next day
soon after that i take out the whole bunch of newspaper in this week and start to find "the common illness in malaysia" for her
wah... it's not as easy as i thought i would be
after finding all the newspaper in this week i could only found around 8 "illness"
and it's already 11 something...
but i still short of 12!!!
so i just go out to the store room and take all the newspaper in and continue my work, searching for the "common illness"
at around 12.30 i finally found about 17 "illness"
and i remember that i have brought some newspaper about "illness" to skul
so i decide to slp and continue my work tomolo...
and that' how my thursday night ends...

today i reach skul quite early
when i reach skul she was sleeping there at mei sien place and the door was opened wide
so i just walk there and close the door so she wont get a cold ^.^
when she wake up i just gave the newspaper cutting to her and went to the toilet...
when coming back to the class she purposely block my way loh
then i just spray water to her as my hand was still wet.... lolz....
(sry loh... just joking wif u... but i noe that it was stupid...)

for the following lesson saw her studying chemis and look blur blur loh
i just walk there and ask her whether she need my halp anot but she say that she can cope with it and tell me that she isn't that blur loh
maybe she feels that i think she is weak in many subject gua
so she speak so.....

haiz... i'm trying not to disturb her anymore...
coz i noe that the one she cares is not me
and the present of me will only bring pressure to them
i hope that she will just be happy with him
and i noe she will....
if not i wouldn't have let you be with her...

please treat her well...
treat her with care as you noe that she is so careless
she always hurt herself during outdoor activities so take care of her well loh
she sometimes forget to drink water in skul de loh
so please remind her to drink more water bah
she is weaker than other people de so protect her with all your strength loh
i duno y am i lecturing over here...
just....
take care of her well
make her happy and i will be happy
i noe that i'm silly talking about these kind things over here
but at the end i hope that both of you can live together happily

she really cares about you so dun do something silly
she is not a toy so please dun say give up then give up
please take good care of her...
i just not the person she want but you are
so dun hurt her or else you will noe what i will do then
gambateh bah for her and for yourself

good nite then... gud nite...