my test...

活躍型（活潑好玩，興趣廣泛)
您是充滿歡樂、精力充沛、迷人、合群而富有想像力的人。雖然您是一個工作狂，可惜擁有太多不同興趣，而且無法承受痛苦，所以難以完成任務。對您來說人生仿如一個遊樂場，而妳正正位於遊樂場的中央品味所有的歡悅。您樂於分享喜悅，習慣花精力使人快樂，但卻顯得自我中心。而當痛苦的經驗接近時，您卻只懂得逃避。無論是工作或玩樂，您都喜歡擁有許多開放的選擇，因而會經常會身負眾多工作。

優點：您具有全面性的思考模式，喜歡結合毫不相干的觀念和人，創造出新的綜合方式。
缺點：開創事情會令您覺得非常有興趣，但很可惜，由於您的想像力太強，剛開始不久便感覺已經完成。您專注於過程而非結果，當某個任務看起來似乎會失敗時，便很容易把目標延後，或乾脆開始另外一個任務。

愛情：您習慣把注意力放在自己的需要和快樂之上，導致和深層的情緒毫無接觸。不愛束縛的您，總是選擇「我的最佳時機」用自己的方式來行事，並且會把自己的行為合理化，或重組承諾的用詞來避免痛苦、羞辱或沉悶，郤不明白身邊的人可能會因此而感到失望或背叛。

在一對一的關係中，您的注意力分分秒秒都專注在新人物或觀念

安定方位：思考型在安定的狀態下，您會或多或少會從關係中脫離，滿足於扮演一個比平日更退居幕後的角式

壓力方位：改革型當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得易怒、挑剔、容易對干擾的事情發怒或加以責備，因此您最愛的人亦是您傷害得最多的人。

建意：練習一次只做一件事學習去包容批評和衝突克制您「解決」問題的衝動

最渴望：開開心心，無拘無束最恐懼：悶，被束縛，被制肘

最難達到的美德：節制 (Sobriety)

最難克服的執念：多計 (Planning)

aiya...

just found out something...
actually that post is for me de leh
haha...
quite happy that she care...
yeah^^

nitezzz...

lazy...

this few days really quite lazy to write my blog already...
maybe it's because exam is coming and i have to work hard to get a good result
just hope that everyone around me will start to be serious about the exam
hope u all wont be affected by the problem you are having

haizzz...
there was once that i hope to be like jenny
having so much good friends...
so good at speaking to others...
and it also.....
because she cares about what is happening to you
and at least she will talk to you when she's having problem
she is trying hard to save their relationship
you are lucky you know...

but for me... it's only me...
never ever noticed by her...
(sry... the above two line is a wrong statement)
someone who is keep disturbing her in her life...
making her feeling depressed and cry...
i hate myself for being such an idiot in handling things

so i hope that both of you can solve your problem bah

exam is coming....
so work hard for it...
so dun think too much...
and get started now or never...

good nitezz...

what's happening??

saw his blog...
saw her blog too...
duno what's happening around them
they together edi??
or their still just waiting for the time to come??

since when i say that i decide to give up...
but why do i still feel the pain when i feel that there's something between both of them...
why???
duno why...

i ask her before if there's something between he and she...
she answer me that she duno...
she just say...
"i'll tell you when i noe"

haiz...
holiday starts edi
and i'm not excited at all
maybe i should just study study study
maybe then i'll find some peace...

just forget it after seeing it....

fatty birthday...

today is fatty birthday leh...
so in yesterday night about 12.30am i sms her to wish her happy birthday loh
i still quite on time lah... haha
actually that time i just finish playing football manager loh :P
then this morning she reply me loh say she dun wan her face to grow bigger than bigger
but she wan to become prettier and prettier woh... haha
(impossibe de lah... just joking loh^^)

then jenny really so nice to her leh
plan everyting so precise just to celebrate her birthday
i must learn from him already... haha
i think fatty should be very happy today gua
coz she get so many present leh
but i din buy her present lolzzz...
later buy back for u lah... hehe
so dun be angry ya^^

haiz... must work hard for spm edi
but i just talk and din do loh
today reach home about 8pm then bath and eat
and then i start my dota study edi... ZzzZzz
really cant control leh... and play till now loh
oni got time to write blog... haiz

ok lah wana slp edi loh
good nite bah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATTY^^

starting to prepare for spm^^

today wake up quiet late leh
woke up at about 12.30pm loh...
actually everday weekend i also wake up at about this time
haha...

after finish my breakfast just thinking of watching the movie borrow from ko yee
"chun tin fa fa tong hok wui" read in cantonese
thought it would be quite nice
but then.... it was damn boring...
just about 40 minute then i close it already

after that i remember that i have planned to study today
so i just went to my book desk
and think which subject to study
then i decided to make a time table
to plan my study until the trail exam
it was 7 weeks be4 the trail exam
so i think i would just study 2 chapter a day
then i would probably finish all subject in 5 weeks time
there is still 2 more week for me to learn more^^

today i play two round of dota loh
first round lose like hell
i was troll warlock while my apponent i all stunner
lina, tiny, zeus, crystal maiden and one more forget who edi
wah....
at lv 1 i go to btm lane and there was 3 hero there
3 stunner or slower...
ZzzZzz... just in the game about 3 minute i was first blooded....
when i respawn i went out then die again a few minute later
walau... really cant tahan d so i change lane wif my teammate
i was oni lv3 at that time
and i face a lv6 davion knight...
lolz... luckily can farm a bit
but then then keep stick and gb
lose like hell loh... being pawn about 13 times...

tomolo is fatty hui wen birthday leh
duno wana buy what present for her
so i din buy any... haha
actually today not free to go out lah
so hope u wont be dissapointed loh

remember to take care of yourself loh
i saw an article about back pain today
it have some ways to reduce back pain leh
maybe u can see if it helps

1.Diversion technique. such as visualisation and guided imaginery training, shift your attentioon away from the pain. even music and aromatherapy have been shown to reduce pain sensivity through distraction.

2.biofeedback,relaxation, controlled breathing, meditation, and self-hypnosis teach you to respond to pain with mental relaxation. they help you to learn to ease your muscle rather than tense them, which increase pain.

3.cabntinive restructuring helps curb negative thinking and catastrophising. think positively^^
"yes, i had pain flare but they wont last long" rather than "this will never get better; nothing works".

4. alternating moderate periods of activity with rest and stopping before pain become severe. so have some rest in between your work o^^


i think i will just stop here
good nite my fren....

Heavy rain...

it haven been raining for the past few week...
and it rains today...
at about 2 smtg it started to rain
and it rain very heavily
then duno why suddenly feel so down....
maybe it's becoz of the chemistry gua...
that day i din study loh
and just go to bed early...
haiz... now regret also no use d

when the skul bell rings...
i just walk to my bus located quite far from skul
haiz.... all wet loh...
and the air-cond... so cold leh
really cannot tahan d...
so i prefer to stand than sit loh

finally u invited me to your blog
hehe... quite happy leh^^
duno how are u doing with him leh...
actually you shouldn't be worrying about ppl caring about you loh
perhaps u can enjoy it...
coz it means you are quite an attractive girl loh
(although u look like vietnamist lah)
haha!!!

just enjoy the good from it bah
dun be stress about it
and whenever u feel stress
and you nid someone to talk to
you can talk to me de lah
i'm a good listener o...
i'll always be there for you...
(as a friend lah as i dun wana pressure you anymore... hehe)
dun feel that you will disturb me or what
just it my "rong xing" if you share your problem wif me
haha...
i've been repeating this for many times leh
like very "chang qi" edi... haha

maybe next year i wont be here to be with you all edi leh
so maybe i cant go out with you and mei si them edi loh
but so we can still chat in msn de
coz maybe i will have to go to russia edi
to study medic there
but it's oni maybe lah
so enjoy it while u still can see me
haha...

but i still cant imagine a world without all of you
if can i really hope to stay in CHONG HWA
but it does seem possible for me as my chinese is not so good
if i stay i would have fail my uec chinese loh

haiz...
but then no matter where am i
i wont forget u all de
and i will never forget the girl who once make me crazy for her
(or perhaps is me making you crazy gua coz i keep "fan" you... haha)
just live happily
and then i will be happy...

nitezzz...

Are u ok?? Don't get injured again loh

haiz... today many people seems to be unhappy in skul leh
when talking to yan shuang...
she seems like dont wana bother me loh
maybe it's becoz i keep make her angry gua...
sry leh...T.T....
fatty hui wen also the same.... haiz....
when talking with me y u always seems like talking to a ghost geh...
make me feel so sad leh...
cincai lah then maybe you finds me quite gua

sry chuat...
coz keep fooling u in skul
dun angry lah...
next time i dun call u "yak si lah lei" loh
and pls be more mature loh
dun always so dai b edi loh
hehe...

today chemis test...
but last night i spend the whole nite lying on my bed
din read... haiz... just dreaming there...
thinking about what i really want...

now in skul i seldom have chance to talk to her...
actually is duno what to talk to her loh...
just heard from mei sien that she injured herself again loh...
and this time she skip tuition to see the doctor leh
i think it's quite pain bah...
how was it now?? be patient loh...
just rest more and it will heal faster^^

haiz... duno what to say to u edi
everytime also injured here injured there...
just a week be4 u said that u injured your hand
and then for the last few days your hand blue black again
and now injured your back... lolzzz...

if u noe that u would get injured easily then be careful mah
u are sure a careless girl... didn't know how to take care of yourself
haiz... prevention is better than cure ar...
hear my advise... hired a bodyguard bah
or just wear protective layer so u wont injured easily!!!

now... i feel that the distance between you and me are further than ever...
everytime i have to ask or hear from someone just to know what's happening with you
but then... i really hope that you will tell me what's happening with you
or at least tell me how are u doing now...
since u dont wan tell me what happening with you
perhaps u can just invite me to your blog loh...
becoz... duno y... maybe it's just that i hope to noe more about u bah...
"-dun slp too late o
-drink more milk bah it make our bone stronger so you wont injured easily
-take good care of your health
-dont forget to drink more watero ^^"

nitezzzz........

tired

today cut my hair...
very short leh... my sister say look stupid loh
haiz... just like what she say...
later the hair will grow bah.. haha

really very tired loh..
wana slp d lah

this few days quite down...
haiz... just got to keep it myself^.^