my wallet... FOUND!!

very luckily i found my wallet... haha
special thanks for the person who keep it for me when i drop it^^
i lie to mushroom that the girl is a leng lui and she's only 16 loh
and i told her that i ask her out this saturday to watch movie
haha... and she believe it leh...
really so XO lol...

hui ling birthday last sunday...
and i only get to wish her happy birthday on monday loh
coz her handphone has been stolen by some stupid malays...
she was quite sad aobut her birthday leh
duno why... maybe it's becoz many people forget about her birthday loh
dun feel sorry that when i wish u happy birthday u din bother me loh
i really nothing lah... haha
just be happy and sorry loh...

haiz...
it has been days since i last chat to her...
kinda miss her right now... lolz...
duno what is she doing leh...
she get 18.5 in the moral test today
and i get 19 haha...
i'm still better than her o^^

hmm... i have been thinking recently
about what i can do with her
or what i can do to make her happy
but actually... she will be happy without me keep bothering her
she seems happy this few days...
maybe it's becoz i din go around her and disturb her gua...
haha... she happy then good loh
by the way, there's nothing i can do anymore
it seem to be not my part to make her happy
it's someone else's now...

still cant forget about her loh...
maybe time will do the job for me...
hehe...
-must remember to take good care of yourself o
-dun always sleep too late bah...
if not you be sick de loh
-must take care of your health o... dun always din eat at skul lah
that day mei sien give u de pau... it's actually mine loh... haha
coz she say that you are hungry... but u din take it... hehe
-hope u can pass your sport test bah^^
-but if u feel unhappy... i still hope that you will talk to me about it
although you haven talk to me about it before lah

hey guy... dun keep ask her about the guy lah...
she will feel uneasy de leh.... just let it be
she will tell whenever she wants to
so dun keep fooling around with it...

ok lah... i will just stop here then...
good nite everyone^^
remember one thing...
in your world, there's me to cheer u all up
haha...

getting over a new liife^^

haiz... yesterday lost my wallet in titiwangsa station leh...
so zdao loh... i went back to find it but still cant find it leh
lost my IC and smtg very important inside leh...
lolzzzz... failed to protect it... and now all gone edi...
it have been in my wallet for over a year loh...
the oni thing i hav about her loh... now gone d
sienzzz...

went home at about 7 smtg then bath eat then straight slp edi...
still mourning about it... the thing i've lost loh...

just as stupid as usual...

yesterday night after finish reading chemistry i on9 for a while
just to see if there is anything i can do
but then once i on9 she ask me whether i finish my newspapaer cutting anot
actually i din think of doing it be4... haha
but then she ask me to help her print the common illness in malaysia
i remember that miss tania said that she want it from the newspaper and not print
so i just say that i have extra from my work...
then i ask her whether she want anot
(ps: actually i have find also)
she answer that she wants it for her and arieal so i just promise to bring it to her the next day
soon after that i take out the whole bunch of newspaper in this week and start to find "the common illness in malaysia" for her
wah... it's not as easy as i thought i would be
after finding all the newspaper in this week i could only found around 8 "illness"
and it's already 11 something...
but i still short of 12!!!
so i just go out to the store room and take all the newspaper in and continue my work, searching for the "common illness"
at around 12.30 i finally found about 17 "illness"
and i remember that i have brought some newspaper about "illness" to skul
so i decide to slp and continue my work tomolo...
and that' how my thursday night ends...

today i reach skul quite early
when i reach skul she was sleeping there at mei sien place and the door was opened wide
so i just walk there and close the door so she wont get a cold ^.^
when she wake up i just gave the newspaper cutting to her and went to the toilet...
when coming back to the class she purposely block my way loh
then i just spray water to her as my hand was still wet.... lolz....
(sry loh... just joking wif u... but i noe that it was stupid...)

for the following lesson saw her studying chemis and look blur blur loh
i just walk there and ask her whether she need my halp anot but she say that she can cope with it and tell me that she isn't that blur loh
maybe she feels that i think she is weak in many subject gua
so she speak so.....

haiz... i'm trying not to disturb her anymore...
coz i noe that the one she cares is not me
and the present of me will only bring pressure to them
i hope that she will just be happy with him
and i noe she will....
if not i wouldn't have let you be with her...

please treat her well...
treat her with care as you noe that she is so careless
she always hurt herself during outdoor activities so take care of her well loh
she sometimes forget to drink water in skul de loh
so please remind her to drink more water bah
she is weaker than other people de so protect her with all your strength loh
i duno y am i lecturing over here...
just....
take care of her well
make her happy and i will be happy
i noe that i'm silly talking about these kind things over here
but at the end i hope that both of you can live together happily

she really cares about you so dun do something silly
she is not a toy so please dun say give up then give up
please take good care of her...
i just not the person she want but you are
so dun hurt her or else you will noe what i will do then
gambateh bah for her and for yourself

good nite then... gud nite...

I'm wrong

i'm wrong...
who she nid aint me but you i think
we both noe that it's impossible for me and her
but i'm just the one who keep lying to myself that i can

sry... for all the problem i've brought to your life
sry... for making u feeling sad or depressed since last year
sry... for making u lose a fren that could maybe be your boyfren
sry... for keep disturbing u
sry... for making u cries
sry... for making u to become someone who is not the usual "child of hapiness"
sry... i'm really sorry

i'm the one that should have give up
sry... that i fall too deep for u
sry...

加油吧！

“喜欢一个人不一定要拥有她，看到她幸福快乐我已经心满意足了”
不知道到这句话是谁对我说的。。。
说是容易，但又有谁是真正能做到的呢？？？
我做不到。。。。
我唯一知道的是喜欢一个人如果不努力去争取，
那我一定会后悔。。。
所以我不会放弃它的。。。
我会一直努力打动她的心。。。

但我希望你也不要放弃，
因为我没有资格叫你放弃你喜欢的人。。。
我们一起努力吧，
虽然你将会是我的轻敌，
但我还是希望这不会破坏我们的友情

不要轻易放弃自己喜欢的人，

不然我会看不起你哦！！

一起加油吧。。。