aiya...

just found out something...
actually that post is for me de leh
haha...
quite happy that she care...
yeah^^

nitezzz...

lazy...

this few days really quite lazy to write my blog already...
maybe it's because exam is coming and i have to work hard to get a good result
just hope that everyone around me will start to be serious about the exam
hope u all wont be affected by the problem you are having

haizzz...
there was once that i hope to be like jenny
having so much good friends...
so good at speaking to others...
and it also.....
because she cares about what is happening to you
and at least she will talk to you when she's having problem
she is trying hard to save their relationship
you are lucky you know...

but for me... it's only me...
never ever noticed by her...
(sry... the above two line is a wrong statement)
someone who is keep disturbing her in her life...
making her feeling depressed and cry...
i hate myself for being such an idiot in handling things

so i hope that both of you can solve your problem bah

exam is coming....
so work hard for it...
so dun think too much...
and get started now or never...

good nitezz...

what's happening??

saw his blog...
saw her blog too...
duno what's happening around them
they together edi??
or their still just waiting for the time to come??

since when i say that i decide to give up...
but why do i still feel the pain when i feel that there's something between both of them...
why???
duno why...

i ask her before if there's something between he and she...
she answer me that she duno...
she just say...
"i'll tell you when i noe"

haiz...
holiday starts edi
and i'm not excited at all
maybe i should just study study study
maybe then i'll find some peace...

just forget it after seeing it....

fatty birthday...

today is fatty birthday leh...
so in yesterday night about 12.30am i sms her to wish her happy birthday loh
i still quite on time lah... haha
actually that time i just finish playing football manager loh :P
then this morning she reply me loh say she dun wan her face to grow bigger than bigger
but she wan to become prettier and prettier woh... haha
(impossibe de lah... just joking loh^^)

then jenny really so nice to her leh
plan everyting so precise just to celebrate her birthday
i must learn from him already... haha
i think fatty should be very happy today gua
coz she get so many present leh
but i din buy her present lolzzz...
later buy back for u lah... hehe
so dun be angry ya^^

haiz... must work hard for spm edi
but i just talk and din do loh
today reach home about 8pm then bath and eat
and then i start my dota study edi... ZzzZzz
really cant control leh... and play till now loh
oni got time to write blog... haiz

ok lah wana slp edi loh
good nite bah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATTY^^

starting to prepare for spm^^

today wake up quiet late leh
woke up at about 12.30pm loh...
actually everday weekend i also wake up at about this time
haha...

after finish my breakfast just thinking of watching the movie borrow from ko yee
"chun tin fa fa tong hok wui" read in cantonese
thought it would be quite nice
but then.... it was damn boring...
just about 40 minute then i close it already

after that i remember that i have planned to study today
so i just went to my book desk
and think which subject to study
then i decided to make a time table
to plan my study until the trail exam
it was 7 weeks be4 the trail exam
so i think i would just study 2 chapter a day
then i would probably finish all subject in 5 weeks time
there is still 2 more week for me to learn more^^

today i play two round of dota loh
first round lose like hell
i was troll warlock while my apponent i all stunner
lina, tiny, zeus, crystal maiden and one more forget who edi
wah....
at lv 1 i go to btm lane and there was 3 hero there
3 stunner or slower...
ZzzZzz... just in the game about 3 minute i was first blooded....
when i respawn i went out then die again a few minute later
walau... really cant tahan d so i change lane wif my teammate
i was oni lv3 at that time
and i face a lv6 davion knight...
lolz... luckily can farm a bit
but then then keep stick and gb
lose like hell loh... being pawn about 13 times...

tomolo is fatty hui wen birthday leh
duno wana buy what present for her
so i din buy any... haha
actually today not free to go out lah
so hope u wont be dissapointed loh

remember to take care of yourself loh
i saw an article about back pain today
it have some ways to reduce back pain leh
maybe u can see if it helps

1.Diversion technique. such as visualisation and guided imaginery training, shift your attentioon away from the pain. even music and aromatherapy have been shown to reduce pain sensivity through distraction.

2.biofeedback,relaxation, controlled breathing, meditation, and self-hypnosis teach you to respond to pain with mental relaxation. they help you to learn to ease your muscle rather than tense them, which increase pain.

3.cabntinive restructuring helps curb negative thinking and catastrophising. think positively^^
"yes, i had pain flare but they wont last long" rather than "this will never get better; nothing works".

4. alternating moderate periods of activity with rest and stopping before pain become severe. so have some rest in between your work o^^


i think i will just stop here
good nite my fren....