Heavy rain...

it haven been raining for the past few week...
and it rains today...
at about 2 smtg it started to rain
and it rain very heavily
then duno why suddenly feel so down....
maybe it's becoz of the chemistry gua...
that day i din study loh
and just go to bed early...
haiz... now regret also no use d

when the skul bell rings...
i just walk to my bus located quite far from skul
haiz.... all wet loh...
and the air-cond... so cold leh
really cannot tahan d...
so i prefer to stand than sit loh

finally u invited me to your blog
hehe... quite happy leh^^
duno how are u doing with him leh...
actually you shouldn't be worrying about ppl caring about you loh
perhaps u can enjoy it...
coz it means you are quite an attractive girl loh
(although u look like vietnamist lah)
haha!!!

just enjoy the good from it bah
dun be stress about it
and whenever u feel stress
and you nid someone to talk to
you can talk to me de lah
i'm a good listener o...
i'll always be there for you...
(as a friend lah as i dun wana pressure you anymore... hehe)
dun feel that you will disturb me or what
just it my "rong xing" if you share your problem wif me
haha...
i've been repeating this for many times leh
like very "chang qi" edi... haha

maybe next year i wont be here to be with you all edi leh
so maybe i cant go out with you and mei si them edi loh
but so we can still chat in msn de
coz maybe i will have to go to russia edi
to study medic there
but it's oni maybe lah
so enjoy it while u still can see me
haha...

but i still cant imagine a world without all of you
if can i really hope to stay in CHONG HWA
but it does seem possible for me as my chinese is not so good
if i stay i would have fail my uec chinese loh

haiz...
but then no matter where am i
i wont forget u all de
and i will never forget the girl who once make me crazy for her
(or perhaps is me making you crazy gua coz i keep "fan" you... haha)
just live happily
and then i will be happy...

nitezzz...

Are u ok?? Don't get injured again loh

haiz... today many people seems to be unhappy in skul leh
when talking to yan shuang...
she seems like dont wana bother me loh
maybe it's becoz i keep make her angry gua...
sry leh...T.T....
fatty hui wen also the same.... haiz....
when talking with me y u always seems like talking to a ghost geh...
make me feel so sad leh...
cincai lah then maybe you finds me quite gua

sry chuat...
coz keep fooling u in skul
dun angry lah...
next time i dun call u "yak si lah lei" loh
and pls be more mature loh
dun always so dai b edi loh
hehe...

today chemis test...
but last night i spend the whole nite lying on my bed
din read... haiz... just dreaming there...
thinking about what i really want...

now in skul i seldom have chance to talk to her...
actually is duno what to talk to her loh...
just heard from mei sien that she injured herself again loh...
and this time she skip tuition to see the doctor leh
i think it's quite pain bah...
how was it now?? be patient loh...
just rest more and it will heal faster^^

haiz... duno what to say to u edi
everytime also injured here injured there...
just a week be4 u said that u injured your hand
and then for the last few days your hand blue black again
and now injured your back... lolzzz...

if u noe that u would get injured easily then be careful mah
u are sure a careless girl... didn't know how to take care of yourself
haiz... prevention is better than cure ar...
hear my advise... hired a bodyguard bah
or just wear protective layer so u wont injured easily!!!

now... i feel that the distance between you and me are further than ever...
everytime i have to ask or hear from someone just to know what's happening with you
but then... i really hope that you will tell me what's happening with you
or at least tell me how are u doing now...
since u dont wan tell me what happening with you
perhaps u can just invite me to your blog loh...
becoz... duno y... maybe it's just that i hope to noe more about u bah...
"-dun slp too late o
-drink more milk bah it make our bone stronger so you wont injured easily
-take good care of your health
-dont forget to drink more watero ^^"

nitezzzz........

tired

today cut my hair...
very short leh... my sister say look stupid loh
haiz... just like what she say...
later the hair will grow bah.. haha

really very tired loh..
wana slp d lah

this few days quite down...
haiz... just got to keep it myself^.^

my wallet... FOUND!!

very luckily i found my wallet... haha
special thanks for the person who keep it for me when i drop it^^
i lie to mushroom that the girl is a leng lui and she's only 16 loh
and i told her that i ask her out this saturday to watch movie
haha... and she believe it leh...
really so XO lol...

hui ling birthday last sunday...
and i only get to wish her happy birthday on monday loh
coz her handphone has been stolen by some stupid malays...
she was quite sad aobut her birthday leh
duno why... maybe it's becoz many people forget about her birthday loh
dun feel sorry that when i wish u happy birthday u din bother me loh
i really nothing lah... haha
just be happy and sorry loh...

haiz...
it has been days since i last chat to her...
kinda miss her right now... lolz...
duno what is she doing leh...
she get 18.5 in the moral test today
and i get 19 haha...
i'm still better than her o^^

hmm... i have been thinking recently
about what i can do with her
or what i can do to make her happy
but actually... she will be happy without me keep bothering her
she seems happy this few days...
maybe it's becoz i din go around her and disturb her gua...
haha... she happy then good loh
by the way, there's nothing i can do anymore
it seem to be not my part to make her happy
it's someone else's now...

still cant forget about her loh...
maybe time will do the job for me...
hehe...
-must remember to take good care of yourself o
-dun always sleep too late bah...
if not you be sick de loh
-must take care of your health o... dun always din eat at skul lah
that day mei sien give u de pau... it's actually mine loh... haha
coz she say that you are hungry... but u din take it... hehe
-hope u can pass your sport test bah^^
-but if u feel unhappy... i still hope that you will talk to me about it
although you haven talk to me about it before lah

hey guy... dun keep ask her about the guy lah...
she will feel uneasy de leh.... just let it be
she will tell whenever she wants to
so dun keep fooling around with it...

ok lah... i will just stop here then...
good nite everyone^^
remember one thing...
in your world, there's me to cheer u all up
haha...

getting over a new liife^^

haiz... yesterday lost my wallet in titiwangsa station leh...
so zdao loh... i went back to find it but still cant find it leh
lost my IC and smtg very important inside leh...
lolzzzz... failed to protect it... and now all gone edi...
it have been in my wallet for over a year loh...
the oni thing i hav about her loh... now gone d
sienzzz...

went home at about 7 smtg then bath eat then straight slp edi...
still mourning about it... the thing i've lost loh...